Stop wishing for him. Eh, her.
Okay, hi people. I am moving to my new step actually. It happens now. Haha. Sumpah aku tak tahu. I just want to have, whatever lah. Forget it. I wish I know how to make a feeling stop. Well, I'm having lunch, break time. Today, my mood ruin because of this feeling, but I do talk talk talk with my supervisor about my problems. Hell, anyway, she is awesome. She is like my kakak at my work place. Criusly. By that moment, I felt like I wanted to hug her. She quite understand me. So, why don't I spill my problems little bit huhh? Nobody knows actually what is deep inside. I don't want to take much towards any other. I want to flirt with everybody. Mark my words, EVERYBODY. As you people also did to me right? Haha. You are nothing to me now. Semua orang kata 'heartless', so aku pun nak jugak. I want to hurt people too, like you do. No no no, like everyone does. So, kita serupa. Haha. Kau jangan cakap macam macam dengan aku. Aku taknak. Entah, macam cibai jugak kalau tiap kali aku online, aku carik kau. Tengok fon, tunggu kau punya text. Butoh. Aku taknak macam orang bangang lagi. Paham. I want to be a bitch. Let everybody hate me. SAKIT TAHU TAK BILA AKU TAHU KAU DENGAN ORANG LAIN BAGAI. SPECIAL IN YOUR HEART LAH. DON'T LEAVE ME LAH. THEN I JUST PRETEND I'M HAPPY BUT IT IS ACTUALLY I AM NOT. I AM NOT LAH ASSHOLE. I did that because I don't want you see that I am sooooooo bloody interest to you. Demmit even I do. Therefore, I need to slow down this feeling slowly. Nanti hilang lah kan?
I really hope that I could do. I wish. Only wish. Never rush into falling in love, because love never runs out. Let love be the one to knock at your door. Besides, true love is worth waiting for. So, kau bla sekarang.