24.10.11

Kebiasaan. Kewajipan.

Satu keperluan untuk manusia ada kasih sayang. Satu kemestian untuk manusia rasa disayangi. Satu kewajipan menyayangi orang yang tersayang.

In spite of having a family, I have a wonderful woman through out this life. My one. She is my favorite brand. The most exquisite brand that can't be replaced. Nak mencari memang payah, dah dapat patut aku peluk, cium, sayang, belai. Tapi kadang aku manusia yang otak serupa macam satu gajet yang kurang kapasiti, rasa tak cukup tambah satu lagi gajet supaya aku boleh penuhkan semua ruang. Tamak. Hakikat, manusia. Oh sayang, memori aku bukan macam recycle bin. Yang aku dah buang, aku simpan semula. Not a memory to keep repeating the same action for a period of time. Ya, aku untung ada kau. I go for you. When I need you, I want you for real, I want you for last. Even when nothing last forever, I still want you to be my NOTHING. The nothing that will be my last forever. Even when there are jackasses told me that you are unintentionally make me feel worthless, I will never stop loving you my-most-appreciate-person. 

I can't say no to distance, I give you mine. Keep mine to yours. Always keep near to yours. Like you are near  to me lah papoy. Jangan pandang saya macam tu lah sayang, I love you with all this heart. 

So Chichi, will you be my nothing? Cz I need nothing more other than you.