14.10.11

Mati lah kau!

Baaaaaaaaaaatumiiiiiiiiiiiiiii

"Kamu dah janji takkan tinggalkan aku bodoh," Jani. 

I miss having someone to text all day. And someone to fall asleep on the phone to. I miss, smiles, and cuddles and kisses. I miss knowing that someone cares about me, and that someone is genuinely interested in my well-being. I miss having someone around, who will let me talk history babble at them for hours. I just miss having someone. I miss you bodoh!

Aku takut. Takut akan kehilangan. Kehilangan kau. Tapi aku tinggikan ego aku sekarang. Sebab aku rasa, sia-sia bila aku dah loosen up my ego. Aku tak rasa pape. Lagi buat aku sedih ada lah. I miss you bodoh. 

And the time with, I wanna be the girl you stay up all night talking to. The one who you can’t stop thinking about. The one who can make you laugh so hard you cry. The one who you can talk to about your problems and trust fully. The one who can make you feel better after a tough situation. The one who can brighten your day. The one you can be yourself with. The one who understands you. I wanna be the girl you are in love with. 

I wish for those. But, hm, nevermind. Kalau ada Radit dan Jani, aku tolak jauh-jauh. Sebab aku ada Chichi dan Huda.